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Showing posts with label End of Evangelion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label End of Evangelion. Show all posts
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Third Impact: Just Missed It!
Third Impact: Just Missed It!
It's after 6PM, 12-31-15 as I type this. According to End of Evangelion, the Human Instrumentality project was about to come to a head a couple hours ago and Third Impact initiated. As the film is about 80 minutes long, it looks like the anime apocalypse isn't gonna' happen.
Geez! I'm kinda' disappointed ...
Oh well ...
First Harold Camping and now this!
Dang!
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End of Evangelion/Neon Genesis Evangelion/Third Impact fan fiction stories by C V Ford:
Beyond Wrong and Wonderful, an Azumanga Daioh/Evangelion crossover fan fiction story here.
The Longest New Years' Day here.
Small Blue Ecstasy: A Tale of Third Impact here.
Go to C V Fords' Anime Fan Fiction Page here.
Go to C V Fords' profile page and anime fan fiction stories list on Fan Fiction dot net here.
Go to Fan Ficton dot net main page here.
Go to Jays' Tee Vee blog main page here. Ifn' there's articles under this 'un, Rei/Lilith or not, yer already there.
Thursday, December 10, 2015
The Longest New Years Day: A Neon Genesis Evangelion/End of Evangelion Fan Fiction Story
The Longest New Years Day
by
C V Ford
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"Ikari!"
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DATE: Thursday, New Years Eve 2015.
TIME: 4:45 PM EST
LOCATION: Presidential Emergency Operations Center (PEOC) aka Situation Room, beneath New White House.
President Jordan Lyman looked out over those seated about the big table. The gathering, a motley collection of military, government officialdom, scientists ... along with two of the countrys' leading clergymen.
"At exactly 6 AM, Tokyo 3 time, 4PM here," a standing aide opened his reading, "at the behest of the Japanese Ministry of the Interior in Tokyo 2, Special Order A-801, the revocation of NERVs' legal protection was revoked by the Japanese Prime Minister.
"Simultaneously, with the participation of our Magi 4 system at MIT, a coordinated cyber attack in conjunction with the other four Magi systems, was launched on the NERV Magi 1 computer system. At 6:03 AM we forcibly terminated our part in the operation on reciept of information supplied by General Scott and ECOMCON. (1)
"At 6:15 AM, Matsushiro terminated their part of the cyber attack. At 6:20, ground and air elements of the JSSDF began their assault on an already evacuated Tokyo 3, the NERV HQ complex and surrounding resources in the area."
"Any word of our assigned NERV liaison team?" Asked the president.
"The last we heard just before all communications was cut off was from a hastily worded text. One of our people tried to surrender to the assault force and was shot and killed for his trouble."
"Killed? ... Why?"
"It has been confirmed by our military liaisons and Ambassador Grew in Tokyo 2 that the attackers have orders to spare no one (2). Execution of ALL non-combat personnel has been authorized. The aforementioned last message from our team at NERV also stated the other nine of them have taken up arms and have sided with the NERV personnel."
"Continue."
"At about 6:23 AM, an N2 device was air launched. Target, Tokyo 3 itself. Leaving the whole of the geofront exposed. This was immediately followed up with an air to ground missile barrage. At 6:28 two large non-nuclear devices of unknown type were also air launched into the geofront.
"At 6:30 AM, nine Eva units of the mass production type were air dropped into the geofront. As for anything occuring after, we can only speculate. The present positions of any of our satellites and the thick haze over and in the geofront make it impossible to determine anything at this time. The Japanese prime minister cannot be reached at this time and other of their government officials aren't giving out any other information-"
President Lyman raised his hand indicating the aide to cease reading for the moment and turned to the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff seated across.
"General Scott," the president addressing the officer, "those heavy lifters carrying the MP Evas, how did they get past our notice?"
The tall muscular Air Force general, acknowledging the Chief Exec explained.
"SEELEs' ECM resources have proved to be quite good. Our intel reports Instead of jamming they came across as a large flight of migratory birds coming from another direction. Those planes are well radar masked to begin with and combined with their flying lower than most radar. They gained altitude at the last moment to drop those units. Units of the JASSDF have forced them down and are now being interned at Iruma."
"The plug was to be pulled on this ... Magi 4 ... our participation officially cancelled before 6AM. Thus it should not have been involved to begin with. Can you clarify?"
"On issuing orders to cease operation, we received no confirmation from the operations center containing the Magi 4 computer system. Our special strike teams immediately went into action, cut all power and com connections and siezed the building with little resistance. Our accompanying technicians were able to shut down emergency power supplies and thus the triad system. As of this moment, all of the MIT campus is in lockdown and Magi systems' technical staff are being held in custody."
"The other computer systems?"
General Scott turned to the accompanying officer seated at his right. "Jiggs?"
Colonel Martin "Jiggs" Casey set down the sheaf of papers he was handling.
"Magis 3 and 5, Berlin and Hamburg respectively, have also been shut down with little difficulty. Magi 6 in Beijing however, presented a problem that has been resolved by the PLA elements assigned. We've been informed the building containing the machines is no longer standing.
"Magi 2 in Matsushiro was still conducting cyber attack right up to 6:19 AM just before the combined air, sea and land elements of the JSSDF made their move at 6:20 AM."
Frowning, the president already having heard the particulars previous, looked to the ceiling and asked rhetorically, "just what the HELL is going on there right now!?"
"It's as our findings stated Mr. President," Scott picked back up. "There's been covert infighting between the upper echelons of NERV and SEELE for control of the project since the very beginning. With what the statements from both about the last angel being eradicated having been issued, the infighting has suddenly escalated to open armed conflict between the two."
"This ... SEELE. We've all known about it. That think tank organization in the U.N. backing NERV." The president stated. "Your reports indicate it's more than for just mere control over NERV and its operations."
"Yes Mr. President," Scott answered. "Something that may effect the very existence of mankind itself."
President Lyman scanned the various faces about the table.
"I've gone along with this gentleman, as it's been obvious from the start that there has been heavy indication in regard to the aforementioned infighting and maneuvering between NERV and SEELE/U.N. and that it could have heavy repercussions in regard to earth defense and our own national security. You, General Scott and your ECOMCON have done exemplary work keeping an eye on this situation."
Taking a breath the president continued.
"I still find it hard to believe however, that this has to do with some ... and I'm putting it mildly to say the least ...some fantastic ... and I might say ... phantasmagorical ... plan having to do with some seemingly half baked, to me, form of ... spirituality? I mean ... the merging of all uh ... souls into some greater collective consciousness or other?
"Your intel and reportage in regard to the internal struggle between them have been well detailed and beyond concise. Every step and move by either has been monitored and noted but for this one thing."
The various officers and personnel about the table raised a collective eyebrow. Most themselves in puzzlement.
"When it comes to whatever ultimate goal either has for this conflict between themselves, your reportage is ... at best ... vague. If there is anything to go on it comes out sounding like that transcendence paradigm shift or whatever that the new agers back in the '80s or '90s claimed was supposed to have happened but didn't.
"The best we have and what's keeping me to lending any credence to this aspect of the situation are those strange research papers the chief researcher of GEHIRN/NERV wrote while still in college. That and the intel on the writer of said papers, this ... Yui Ikari ... we've gotten and ... her disappearance."
"Yes Mr. President. As is also known to us she had also written several articles on spirituality, life after death and transcendance along with several research papers on biochemistry and biophysics in relation to the aforementioned subjects." Gen. Scott affirmed. "Then there is also the fact she's the daughter of Nazo Ikari, a Shintoist mystic and one of the top board members of SEELE."
"These papers and articles ... All written over fifteen years ago, correct?"
"Yes sir. Last one written just before the U.N. officially launching GEHIRN/NERV and well before her disappearance. Considering the 'vague' ultimate purpose both factions stated amongst themselves and each other and the intel gathered, it ties in, matches up.
"One thing is for sure ... The aim of the internal struggle that has now escalated into armed conflict is control of this theologically based goal both sides have in mind. Whatever that goal is ... whatever form it may take ... could have repercussions catastrophic, affecting perhaps the entire globe and all on it."
Sidling up, a secret service aide whispered to the president.
"Gentlemen," Lyman announced turning back to the table, "the Russian president is now on the line to confer. I'm patching this to your table monitors so you can listen in."
Monitors blinking revealed the familiar to the world face of the Russian head of
state.
"Vlad, good to see you."
"As I am to you Mr. President."
"Looks like the situation we feared has come to pass."
"I and my ministers are in total agreement," concurred the eastern ruler. "Our own liaison staff at NERV also under attack. A last message before cutoff has them with your own people defending themselves."
"Good for them!"
"Maybe not good for all of us. As your ECOMCON with our GRU intelligence agrees ... this ... apocolypsis ... may be in the offing."
"That's what you, I and the rest are here for sir."
"Mr. President, It has been over three quarters of an hour since anything can be discerned over here. Have you and your people any further information?"
"We're just as much in the dark right now as you. We-"
The shouting of others on the Russians' end was almost as audible on that of Lymans'. Looking up the chief exec saw most standing, gazing in disbelief at the main monitor at rooms' end. The satellite imaging displayed a huge, long red object plunging through the haze in the exposed geofront.
"What the hell?"
"Mr. President," Scott answered holding to an earpiece "Tracking stations have confirmed an object traveling at incredibly high speed from lunar orbit has entered the geofront."
"The lance of Longinus," Casey put in.
"Lance of what?" the president paused in recalling. "Yeah ... I saw it too ... That thing was supposed to have been abandoned on the moon. I take it this is where it's supposed to start getting 'mythological' on us."
Glancing dowm at his monitor, Lyman noted the President already back at his seat.
"It seems, Mr. Lyman that the ... uh ... mystical events you and I held in much doubt are about to transpire."
"Yes it does Mr. President. I take it your part of the various contingency measures we've discussed are in place on your end?"
"Assets in place and standing by."
"And with that, it's still a wait and see game and ... ," Jordan Lyman paused, thoughtful. "It's New Years Day over there right now ...
"Hell of a way to spend it-"
More exclamations of disbelief audible, Lyman looked up from his monitor at the main on the wall, the present image holding everyones' attention.
"Holy-"
"What in the name of-"
"They're not flying they're-"
"That's Eva Unit 1!" General Scott exclaimed.
"Seems to be missing some of its' armor," observed Casey.
"Those other things floating with it, they're the-"
"Yes Mr. President," Scott answered. "The mass production Evas. What the-!"
"They're ... crucifying it? ..."
Lyman gazed in disbelief at the scene unfolding on the big screen. The colossal white figures of the grotesque giants hurling forked spears into the hands and feet of the lone blue unit.
"Stigmata."
Lyman looked over to where the Rev. Franklin Grimes sat with Rabbi Cohen.
"How Christ was nailed to the cross," the clergyman explained. "Those mindless things are trying to re-enact the passion ordeal of Christ using this mechanoid as a proxy. They-"
"What is that!" The Navy secretary exclaimed.
All now seeing an ornate pattern fluctuating about the Unit 1 centered formation formed by the MP Evas.
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| "Sephirot!" |
"Sephirot!"
All turned to the caftanned figure of the Rabbi.
"The Tree of Life symbolizing the ten attributes and aspects of G-d!"
Samuel Cohen turned his bearded face to the president.
"Mr. President. It's as we feared. These men of SEELE ... They are trying to gain not only Heaven but G-dhood itself! This is utter blasphemy! And all the souls on Earth are required to attain it! You ... me ... all of us. All-"
Lyman tore his gaze from the Rabbi and on to Scott.
"Whatever the hell it is, wether the Rabbi here is correct or not, this bodes no good. We now have a definite target. O Plan One is in effect."
"Mr. President, four F-18s from the Ronald Reagan, one equipped with two B-61 freefall nukes are on their way as we speak. They received orders and broke holding pattern the moment those units appeared and are about to arrive."
"Excellent!"
"Eva Unit 1 and the mass production Evas are rising fast."
The President turned to the techs sitting at a console off to the right side of the room.
"Keep me informed of their progress. Those jets have to reach them."
Lyman turned to his monitor noting the Russian back at his.
"Vlad. O Plan One is commencing. If all goes well, we won't need your militarys' assistance."
"Then here is hoping that-"
More commotion caused both presidents to look up from their monitors. The walls' main screen in Lymans' situation room revealing more calamity.
"Looks like NERV touched off their fail-safe nuke."
"That was no nuke sir."
Lyman glanced at Colonel Casey who was studying the screen intently as it conveyed the image.
"No characteristic heat flash to speak of," the colonel explained. "This is more like ... an upheaval ... something being moved ... displaced ... something-"
"What about our jets?"
"Report just in Mr. President," Scott replied, holding the earpiece. They were just out of the area when this explosion happened. Are now back in holding pattern awaiting further instructions."
"That's some relief. What's the status of the Eva units? Can't make anything out in that cloud."
"Radar has them them at 12,000 meters and holding."
"Good. Stationary target is easier to take out once that smoke clears." Lyman turned to the questioning gaze of the Russian president on his monitor. "Vlad, I'm in the hopes this may be the end of it but I have my doubts."
"As do I, Jordan. We are here as you say, fingers crossed."
The huge column of debris gouted toward the upper atmosphere, spreading it's billowing "mushroom" in an encompassing umbrella overshadowing the northern Kanto plain area. Its' dissipation surprisingly rapid. What the ones present in the Situation Room and Moscow thought to be a matter of hours if not days, was clearing within minutes.
"Mr. President!"
Lyman looked up, a hush falling over the room. A new occurance being conveyed on the screen and a "now what' look on a wearily exasperated chief execs' face.
No ...
It was not over.
Rising slowly then picking up speed, a huge spherical black mass ascended out of the gaping depression that had been less than an hour before, Tokyo 3/NERV.
"Your ... chamber of Guf perhaps?" The Reverend Grimes inquired.
"In a way ... yes ... but no," the rabbi fearfully replied.
"It has to be the geo-front Mr. President," Colonel Casey in response to Lymans' look. " The size ... dimensions ... couldn't be anything but."
"And any and all within it," General Scott stated." Including NERV headquarters!"
"And rising fast," said Casey.
Examination of the huge crater in the later aftermath confirmed the military mens' observation.
"That ... and much more gentlemen. The black moon .. the egg ... the-"
All eyes turned to Cohen.
"The ... Lilliths' egg! That in which she came to Earth long ago to spawn all life. The vessel from which all life emerged and separated one from another. Through her, SEELE is going to try and bring all living souls back together again! The merging of all into one!"
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"I'm home ...
"Ikari is calling me ... I am coming."
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"Mr. President," the Reverend Grimes this time. "What my colleague is saying is that what we feared really IS about to come to pass. The end of everything, the-"
"Whatever this UFO is," the hard headed politician began, "it is a new target and- ... GOOD GOD! What ... the hell is-"
Of all that transpired the last few minutes, the next out did them by leagues. The attention from all in the room now rivited on the absolutely colossal figure of the nude apparition rising. Rising face first through the clouds as if from a long sleep.
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| She, reaching out ... |
"Fear not. All will soon be at an end. All pain ... worry ... anxiety ... loneliness .... Your suffering ... over ... The separation that kept you in fear of all and all in fear of you will be no longer ... The hurts and longings ... the wantings and unfulfilled havings ... empty desiring ... the very ache of living yet not living ...
"Will be past ..."
The two voices in the pilots' consciousness became one.
"You, my dearest one are among first of many but you are my very own ... I never meant to hurt you but I had to leave you then to make what is now for many ... but mostly for you to have ... I will always be with you and you me ... I ... You ..."
The pilot, for unreasons of his own ... let out an anguished scream.
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"That face! Is that-"
"The ... Lillit!" Exclaimed the rabbi.
"Bring up the file on the first eva pilot." Ordered Casey to the techs at their panel.
The main monitor "split screened" with the lower right corner displaying a NERV personnel file. Pushing buttons, Casey had the screen zoom in on the face and profile photos at pages' top.
"It's the Ayanami girl," stated the colonel, "... or was. The face ... distorting."
"And increasing in size at a rapid rate," stated Scott.
"Eva units going with it after the geofront."
"Hold it! How can anyone ... Much less a little girl- ," the president cut himself off. Looking around he noted the unstated question on all those present.
"Altitude of apex of anomaly now at height of 60 kilometers and counting," a man at the panel announced.
"Alright! I've seen enough." The chief exec turned to his screen on the table, the face of a very concerned Russian head of state staring back.
"Jordan," the Russian president rarely called others by their first name thus signifying the graveness of the situation. "I suggest we pass over O Plan Two and go on to Three."
"Am in complete agreement Vlad. Units in position as I take it yours as well."
"Mr. President ... ," the Russian replied with a wry grin, "We are ALWAYS ready!"
"Sir!" One of the techs from the panel called out. "O Plan channels now coordinating with Russian Strategic Rocket Forces."
"Mr. President?" General Scott making the question for all present.
"Commence!"
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Time: 0705 (local)
Location: Aboard USS Louisiana, Ohio class nuclear ballistic missile submarine. Somewhere in the Pacific Ocean just over 200 miles off the central east coast of Japan. On station at launch depth of 150 feet below the surface.
EMERGENCY ACTION MESSAGE:
FROM: NATIONAL MILITARY COMMAND CENTER
TO: U.S.S. LOUISIANA SSBN 743
SUBJECT: AUTHORIZATION FOR NUCLEAR MISSILE LAUNCH
PART THE FIRST
REMARKS: 1. LAUNCH (10) TRIDENT TYPE S NUCLEAR MISSILES
2. PLAN ORANGE 3 IN EFFECT
LAUNCH READINESS IN FIFTEEN MINUTE WINDOW
3. SET SPECIAL OP ORANGE PLAN 3 DEFCON 1
4. TARGET PACKAGE SLBM ECM 54846/9
5. AUTHENTICATION: CFRTQUY
"We are receiving flash traffic emergency action message. Recommend Alert One. Repeat. Recommend Alert One."
"Sir, we have a properly formatted emergency acition message from National Command Authority for strategic missile launch, captain."
"I concur sir."
"Get the authenticator," ordered the captain.
Taking the mic at the periscope bay the senior officer intoned, "Man battle stations for strategic missile launch."
Drill Authentication/Launch Authentication plastic cards cases from the combination safe in the captains' hands, he, the XO and the two radio men proceeded to the special stateroom below the vessels' bridge.
In an unprecedented move, the captain was ordered several weeks before, to take on passengers. Very special ones.
Capt. Grigory Ustinov, formerly retired from the long since gone Soviet navy, and his aide looked up from their reading on hearing the knock at the stateroom door. Confined for weeks in the stateroom or escorted blindfold to the galley (Security protocols keeping them from anywhere else on the ship.), they held on to their sanity through reading, chess (That lieutenant with him was too DAMN good!) and the movies from ships' inventory. Their command of English improved mightily over the passage of time aboard.
The lieutenant opening the door revealed the four man party and guard.
Noting the objects held by the communications officer, Ustinov nodded to his aide. Handing his superiors' briefcase over, the junior officer started going through his own.
Holding objects similar, the two Russians stood at the entrance.
"Sir. Request permission to authenticate," communications officer looking at his captain.
"Permission granted. Authenticate."
Both captain and communications broke open the small cases with resounding cracks and withdrew the slips.
"CHARLIE FOXTROT RADAR TANGO QUEBEC UNIFORM YANKEE"
With the conclusion of the comms' reading, the XO also intoned from his scan of the EAM paper.
"Captain," comm officer confirmed, "message is authentic."
"I concur sir." The XO stated.
The other comm officer also in agreement.
"Message is authentic," the senior officer turned to Ustinov through the doorway.
Both Russians cracked open their respective cases, the younger reading aloud in his accented English.
"CHARLIE FOXTROT RADAR TANGO QUEBEC UNIFORM YANKEE"
With a solemn steely look from aide to those outside, Ustinov turned to the slip in his hand and read off the characters.
"Da ... I concur ... is authentic."
An inward sigh of relief made by the captain. It meant the two hunter/killers subs openly shadowing them since the start of the mission (And having explicit orders NOT to evade!) received the same and would not cause trouble.
"Thank you Captain Ustinov. Looks like our mission ... and yours ... is about over. It shouldn't be much longer until you're free of this uh ... ," the sub commander did a quick glance of the stateroom, " ... incarceration."
"What had to be done had to be," Ustinov replied solemnly grinning. "Anything to stop possible end of world. Good luck to you and all."
"Thank you captain," the American saluted.
With the Russian responding in turn, the assigned seaman guarding closed the door, dogging it sealed. The four man party proceeded up the passage to resume procedure.
The communications officer handed something over to the captain.
"Sir, your captains' missile safe key"
"XO, take the conn, am going to my stateroom for the launch keys."
In the span of less than a few minutes the captain was back up in the control room with the launch keys from his stateroom safe in the hands of the weapons section. XO waiting and bridge crew at their posts.
Taking the mic from its' clip by the periscope bay, the commander intoned:
"Weapons this is the conn. Set condition one. 1SQ for strategic missile launch. Spin up missiles 6 through 11 and 16 through 21. Set targeting to target package SLBM54846slash9. This is the Captain. Release of nuclear weapons has been authorized.
"THIS IS NOT A DRILL."
After a pause, the captain continued setting the mic to all parts of the ship.
"Attention. Crew of the USS Louisiana. On orders from the National Command Center we have for some time been at launch depth for strategic missile launch.
We all know what this means. It's not something we would want or wish for. But we have the obligation, under orders issued by our Commander in Chief to take part in executing a special joint operation.
"I am, however, at liberty to say that, as hard as this is to believe, this is not, repeat NOT part of a general or specific attack or retaliation on those we assumed would be our enemies but as part of a joint operation with them. Be assured, this is not the third world war we still hope will never happen."
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Time: 5:05 PM EST/3:05 MST
Location: Cheyenne Mountain Complex, Colorado Springs, Colorado aka The Crystal Palace.
"I take it General Scott," General Berringer speculated, "this alert has to do with the anomaly forming over Tokyo Three?"
NORADs' own satellite net being quite efficient and encompassing, it came as no surprise to the Joint Chiefs chairman about Strategic Commands' knowing.
"At the moment I'm only at liberty to say that you take it correctly General. Status?"
"As of this moment we are at DEFCON 3 in case the Russians and/or the Chinese decide to get cute. Bombers are scrambled, reaching fail safe points. Silos and subs on standby alert, ready to go. War Operations Plan Response (WOPR) system analyzing situation as we go."
"Excellent, General."
"About the anomaly sir. From looking at the data supplied by the WOPR I noticed several of our submarines and ships have immediately been taken off the roster. Are these to be on a separate operation? Possibly having to do with that anomaly?"
"As before, I can only tell you General that the matter of the anomaly is being handled as an operation separate from yours as we speak. Information, IF ANY, will be forthcoming later.
"For the moment, your job and that of NORAD is to be ready in case our friends from the east, as you say 'decide to get cute'."
"Yes general. Understood and good luck."
"Thank you General, and the same to you. Hopefully, you won't be needing it."
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"Altitude, over one five zero kilometers and still rising."
On hearing the confirmation General Scott turned his attention from the earpiece and looked at the questioning gaze of his commander in chief from across the table.
"The go for launch is set sir."
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EMERGENCY ACTION MESSAGE:
FROM: NATIONAL MILITARY COMMAND CENTER
TO: U.S.S. LOUISIANA SSBN 743
SUBJECT: NUCLEAR MISSILE LAUNCH
PART THE SECOND
REMARKS: LAUNCH TO COMMENCE IN THREE MINUTES AS OF 0725
Checking his watch against the paper, the captain lifted the mic.
"Weapons, this is the captain. Status."
"Designated tubes and missiles pressurized. Designated missiles ready for launch."
"Set time for launch at exactly ... 97 seconds ... Mark!"
"Mark. Time for launch set aye."
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She rose. Gazing about and down at the ebon sphere before her she placed her hands on either side of the orb, concentrating. The moment had come. For untold millennia her time at hand to bring past and present together and unite the alpha and omega. All that came from her would be her again and she would be whole and one and then some, for that other, that he, and her dearest one ... now also to be her.
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"Altitude of target at six hundred thirtythree kilometers." (3)
"MIRV separation executed."
A separate wall monitor displayed the tactical readout. The triangles, two groups from the Pacific, others from two areas outside Vladivostok in Siberia, indicating rockets arcing to the target "split" into several more each, multiple warheads spreading in a pattern to encompass the entity.
A "back and forth" between the monitors indicated to the chief exec time was FAST running out. Satellite imaging reavealing that ... THING ... for some reason or other was sprouting ... wings!
"I have no idea what it's doing but I have a feeling we're cutting this pretty close general."
"Close enough sir."
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"I do this for you and all dear one ... All will be as at the beginning ... Unity ... oneness ... peace lasting ever and always ... ever and-"
The arcing patterns of light came to her notice.
"These creatures of me ... So determined to survive ... live ... So many wanting yet not wanting ... Can they not? ...
"You desire the same ... dearest one? ... You prefer the separation and horror that is life? ... It better to live alone yet near than together complete as one? ... This ... your true desire? ...
"Your also true desire ... That one who rejects you yet not? ... You would have her also ... And others who are close of you yet not?
"That two others? ... That cannot be ... She ... they ... can no more return than can
I ... She ... they ... is I and I am she ... they ... as we were from the beginning ... (4)
"Otherwise ... As you would have it ... will be ...
"Goodbye my ... Shinji ...-"
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"Martha!?" The president, staring into space, shouted in surprise. "It's been so long ... it can't ... you're-"
"Did you ... See IT!"
"What I saw was-"
Other bewildered shouts and oaths from other members of the gathering of different names or exclamations of surprise, delight or dread emitted.
"This isn't! ... You're ... gone! ... why-"
"No! ... Come back! Please!"
"Oh God no! ... Don't!"
"GENTLEMEN!"
Snapped from the aftermaths of their private Heavens and hells, all in the Situation Room looked to the Chief exec and the two military men at tables' head.
"What ... did we ... ANY of us ... just see?"
Mixed answers from some, others silent.
"I could have sworn it was the Ayanami girl," said Scott.
"Who I saw was-" The President cut himself short.
Most in the room knew. The First Lady left the scene two years before.
"Look!" The colonel exclaimed, pointing. "The tac screen!"
Detonation flashes making the main monitor useless, the secondary tactical readout showing expanding balls of light enveloping the target.
The president slumped in his chair with a heavy, exhausted sigh. Most of the rest following suit.
"I more than think, gentlemen," Lyman started, "that we ... and the rest of the planet ... May have just escaped by less than the skin of our teeth!"
Exclamations of agreement all around.
"Let us pray and thank God that we may have done so."
Looking down, the president noted his counterpart on his monitor.
"Oh ... Vlad ... I see you ... AND Russia ... are still with us."
"Up until now Jordan," in response, "I was a staunch professing atheist. Now am not so sure ..."
"Yes Vlad ... If this was something brought about by man ... One can only wonder what a real almighty GOD can do."
"As you believers say ... 'Our God is an awesome God'."
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DATE: Monday 1-4-16
Time: Noon EST
Location: Presidential Emergency Operations Center (PEOC) aka Situation
Room, beneath the White House.
SUMMATION:
"Gentlemen."
Conversations stopping, the various officials and military personel around the large table turned their attention to the President seated at the head.
"As we now more than know," the chief exec began, "a disaster of more than far reaching global magnitude as been averted."
Noddings and murmurs accompanied in response to the opening statement.
"Over the last couple days, more information has reached my desk in regard to last Thursdays' incident. It seems the facts regarding this Human Instrumentality Project were a collective understatement.
"Had the project actually reached its' hoped for, on the part of SEELEs', conclusion, it could very well have spelled the end of the very existence of the human race as our intel informed."
Though those present also knew, a collective gasp released itself among the assembled nonetheless.
"Information from the Japanese Ministry of the Interior confirmed this. It seems they and the JSSDF forces involved in Fridays' military operation, along with us, were mere puppets in a convoluted scheme to implement a so-called 'third impact' to bring about this, for the want of a better word or term, 'unification' of all human consciousness into one. The result of which would have, as some theorists-"
President Lyman nodded toward the two clergymen.
"-claimed ... been the obliteration of the individual ego and personality of every human being on the planet ... An assimilation of all human souls if you will ... into some kind of hive mind or 'oversoul'."
Seeing the affirming looks on the faces of most, the President noted one or two stood out as skeptical.
"Whatever any of you gathered here think ... One thing is for sure. Whatever form the conclusion of SEELEs' plans may have taken place ... Had these fanatics succeeded ...
"None of us ... And I mean ... NONE ... of us ... would be here talking about it right now.
"In fact ... No one anywhere in the world would be talking ... at all ... PERIOD."
Lyman gave a nod toward General Scott.
"General Scott will now appraise us of the current situation.
The military man set down the sheaf of papers he had been reading and panned his gaze about the table. Updates had been coming constantly and he, like the president, had resolved in not missing anything.
"As you know, it is now open season on SEELE and their affiliates. Elements of Japans' JSSDF and National Federal Police have raided UN headquarters in Tokyo 2. We, in turn, have occupied the auxilliary UN offices in Newer York City where most of the UNs' and in turn SEELEs' reserve personnel were operating. What few individuals and offices of the Marduk Corporation scattered in the U.S. and other countries have been arrested and shut down. The respective law enforcement entities of these other countries in complete cooperation.
"As of this moment, Keel Lorenz and several other of the top members of SEELE are still at large. It's only a matter of time before they're found and brought to justice."
Scott turned to his aide de-camp, "Jiggs?"
Colonel Casey continued.
"As was obvious from the start. There was no way to keep a lid on this. Something as literally huge as well as far reaching would have been impossible to conceal. From the sheer visibility in the region to the naked eye as well as independent media coverage from satellite to net... at least before the now long term ionospheric disturbance caused by the detonation of our and Russias' missiles ... knowledge of the incident was instantaneous to all around the globe.
"Then there was that problem with the collective apparition or apparitions seen around the world by seemingly every individual on Earth just before detonation."
A subdued mood descended on all present. Each contemplated their own individual desire or dread having been almost made manifest.
"It seems our preemptive joint nuclear strike came none too soon. Had another split second had even passed ... well ..."
Casey paused, the pall of solemnity hanging heavy.
"As a result, the next few days brought panic, confusion and even civil unrest across the world. Some countries are still trying to cope with the disruption.
"Here in the United States, civil disruption was at a minimum. With the exception of some areas in our largest cities, the American people have taken this rather well. They are now awaiting answers and due to your most recent executive orders sir," the colonel nodding in the direction of the president, "information is being released to the media almost as fast as we receive it."
"And with that," President Lyman interjected, "we go on to the next step.
"A special joint session of Congress has been called for Wednesday, the 6th, at noon. In it I will address Congress and the nation, giving a summation and appraisal of what will be the then present situation. Subject to change of course, to any new information that will be coming in.
"It will be full ... and I mean FULL ... disclosure. Nothing to be left out. Our people, and the whole world for that matter deserve to know all the facts in regard to what happened. How we were all duped into thinking we were being protected from a menace from outside our world and experience ..."
The chief exec stifled the urge to vent profanity.
"... only to find the whole world and all in it were nothing more than playing pieces in a staged, sick little game played by some super rich and powerful manipulators playing God and trying to gain Heaven of a sorts ... and taking everyone else with them ... maybe ... without taking God into account-"
The President looked about the large table.
"-and certainly," Lyman scoffed, "not asking anyone else whether we wanted it or not, the big hearted favor these maniacs thought they were doing for us!"
All about the table either nodding or pounding its' surface in wholehearted agreement.
"Gentlemen ... If any of us is to go to Heaven ... or hell for that matter ... real or not ... It should be on a handcart of ones' own choosing. NO ONE ... has the right to make that choice for any but himself.
"And THAT ... is going to be the essence of the conclusion of my ... our ... State of the Union Address before Congress and the world this Wednesday."
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Date: Wednesday, 1-6-16
Time: 11:55 AM EST
Location: U.S. House of Representatives chamber anteroom, Washington New DC.
Looking at the anterooms' monitors , President Lyman and his entourage noted the packed chamber in semi-disbelief. Not only all Senators and House Reps present, but it seemed as if the whole diplomatic corps of every other nation in attendance as well. Not only the galleries packed but huge crowds outside, overflowing from the mall to several blocks beyond.
Preliminary reports indicated every form of electronic media communication, from what was disrupted satellite communications left, TV/radio, cable, net, etc. to have hit all time records. People from all over the world including the most isolated far reaches of habitation were, with one form of media or another, waiting on the words to be spoken in New D.C. at deadline noon.
As more information of the past conflict became publicly known, the more answers the world population demanded. The purpose and meaning of what many were calling "The Angel War" and its' culmination of several days past as "3 I Day".
Why did it happen and just what and how many were the sides in that convoluted conflict and just where they really stood?
And what of the actual remaining "veterans" of that war? Two young people found and identified on the shores of Tokyo 3 some distance from the rapidly decaying, irradiated remains of that colossal, semi-corporeal, homunculus. Found in a catatonic state, whisked away, held for treatment. The few other survivors, NERV and JSSDF in the outskirt remains of Tokyo 3, held for questioning.
The President resolved on full disclosure and the people of the world were going to get it.
Looking out at the soon to be mounted podium, President Jordan Lyman turned to Senator Ray Clark, longtime friend and confidante.
"Last minute thoughts Jord?" Inquired the senator. "Hell of a way to start off the last year of your second term."
"I was wondering ... ," the president paused, "what Truman might have been thinking back in July of '45."
"He was only hoping to end the war quickly. And you had to act much faster and sooner than he."
"I know ... He had no idea of the power of that comparatively small device and what it could do then ... or how it would affect the future ... Yet ...
"Ray. I am the second U.S. president in history ever to order a nuclear strike on another country. And on the same people, Ray. THE SAME PEOPLE!"
It had been a horrendous week past. The senator knew of the strain his friend had been under. He had been over this with him more than once the past few days.
Yet in spite of the fact the warheads detonated on the edge of space and not on Japan itself, of his and others reassurances, including private messages from both the Japanese Prime Minster and the Emperor himself, Jordan Lymans' misgivings stayed with him.
"Just what does that make me, Ray? What does that-"
"Ladies and gentlemen," the Speaker of the House began his intro. Deadline noon. "Members of Congress, distinguished guests ... The people of the world ...
"The President of the United States!"
Not only enthusiastic applause but also more than exuberant cheering, thunderously reverberated thoughout the chamber and off it's walls and seemingly off the sky outside.
Senator Clark gave his reply.
"I think sir ... that answers your question."
END
Storyline (only) copyright © 12-6-15 C V Ford
NOTES:
1. ECOMCON - Emergency Communications Control - A fictitious clandestine military organisation formed to implement a military coup d 'etat against the U.S. government in the film/book Seven Days In May by Fletcher Knebel and Charles W. Bailly II. In this story I have it as a pro-system organisation keeping an eye on SEELE/NERV.
You may have wondered why I substituted characters from this book/film for our present administration. I happen to like the film immensely. That and I find the possibility of our current administration attributing 2nd/3rd Impact and Instrumentality to work place violence and global warming/climate change to be ludicrous.
2. Joseph C. Grew was actually ambassador to Japan before the Second World War. I thought it more fitting to have an "Ambassador Grew" mentioned in the story than the actual present one, Caroline Kennedy, who when arriving at her post said something to the effect of, wanting to speak with Emperor Hirohito. Emperor Hirohito died in 1989. Oops!
3. In End of Evangelion the announcer at Nerv states the altitude of the geofront and Rei/Lillith at 220,000 kilometers. She then states "Now entering F Layer". 220,000k is more than halfway to the moon. The ionospheres' F Layer ranges from 150 kilometers daytime to 500 at night. The depiction of Rei/Lillith rising above the atmosphere seems to rule out almost a quarter million kilometers and more in being with the ionospheres' F Layer. Therefore I put Rei/Lilliths' "height" above 500 k.
4. The "she they" Rei/Lillith is referring to is Rei, and through Rei, Yui.
ITEM 1:
Films inspiring this story;
1. Neon Genesis Evangelion (Tetsunoko Production/Gainax, 1995)
Wikipedia article on series here.
Trailer to series (ADV) here.
2. End of Evangelion (Production IG/Gainax/Toei, 1997)
Wikipedia article on film here.
Trailer to film here.
3. Two really great fan made trailers on Neon Genesis/End of Evangelion here and here.
4. Seven Days In May (Seven Arts/Paramount Pictures, 1964)
Wikipedia article on film here. en,wikipedia,org/wiki/Seven_Days_in_May
Trailer to film here.
5. Crimson Tide (Buena Vista Pictures/Hollywood Pictures/Simpson - Bruckheimer, 1995)
Wikipedia article on film here.
Trailer to film here.
6. WarGames (United Artists/UAA Films/Sherwood Productions, 1983)
Wikipedia article on film here.
Trailer to film here.
ITEM 2:
According to most Evangelion timelines, Third Impact/Human Instrumentality is to take place on or about New Years Eve/Day 2016! Neon Genesis Evangelion/End of Evangelion was aired about 20 years ago and 2016 seemed far away then. IT IS NOW BUT A FEW SHORT DAYS AWAY.
A recent peek at Amazon dot com revealed the English dub of Evangelion 3.33 on disc will be released "sometime after Christmas". Other looks revealed it to be in February 2016. Yeah ... lotsa' luck with that. It would serve Funimation right if Human Instrumentality was a fact and was implemented on schedule before I get to see that flick!
So, come New Years, be prepared to be looking over your shoulder for a certain floating, blue haired, albino adolescent and/or your deepest desire or dread.
So ... Who/what do you want Rei to appear as when she comes for you? ... Hmmm? ...
For me, probably as a fondly remembered girlfriend from long ago. I won't stand a chance!
You gonna' git tanged!
SPLAT!
... burble ... burble ...
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Tuesday, July 29, 2014
A Neon Genesis Evangelion/End of Evangelion Synopsis
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| Can't help but feel sorry for the guy ... |
A Neon Genesis Evangelion/End of Evangelion Synopsis
Can't really remember where I found this. Maybe 4chan. You'll need to copy this to your desktop and expand it on your viewer. Has some mistakes, see if you can spot them.
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Friday, April 18, 2014
A Few Evangelion Laffs
A Few Evangelion Laffs
Fell across these Evangelion/Peanuts parodies in my travails ... uh ... travels on the net and thought I'd post them.
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| I always thought of Rei as more like Linus. Pen Pen makes a great Woodstock. |
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| This about sums it up. |
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Wikipedia article on the Peanuts franchise here.
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Friday, December 6, 2013
Beyond Wrong and Wonderful: A REWRITE of an End of Evangelion/Azumanga Daioh Crossover Fanfiction
Beyond Wrong & Wonderful: A REWRITE of an End of Evangelion/Azumanga Daioh Crossover Fanfiction
by
C V Ford
U.S Dept. of Defense disc # 07734XXXXXX
EYES ONLY
Item: Post Third Impact Ground Zero survivor/eyewitness interviews, NERV personnel courtesy of Imperial Japanese Govt.
Additional Transcripts/media courtesy NERV and Japanese Ministry of Defense.
Interview #39
Subject: Professor Chiyo Mihama P.H.D.
Born: XXX-XX-19XX
Age: XX
Edjucation History:
XXXXXX Grammer School Tokyo, Japan 19-- to 20-- left age 10. Advanced five grades.
XXXXXXXX High School Tokyo, Japan 20-- to 20-- graduated, Keiron Award, class valedictorian, age 13.
Pacific Institute of Technology, Los Angeles, Calif. United States 20XX to 20XX. Graduated age 18.
Major: Electrical Engineering/Computer Science
Minor: Astronomy. Received 20XX Clayton Forrester Award of Advanced Achievment in Astronomical Studies.
GPA: 4.5 entire duration of enrollment.
Post graduate studies in residence at Lawrence Livermore Jet Propulsion Laboratory, Pasadena, Calif.: Various joint U.S./Japanese projects (CLASSIFIED).
Professional/Work History:
Asst. Administrator, Tech/Research Dept., Mihama Tech Industries Ltd. XXX-XX-20XX to XXX-XX-20XX.
Administrator, Tech/Research Dept., Mihama Tech Industries Ltd. XXX-XX-20XX to XXX-XX=20XX.
Liason between Mihama Tech Industries Ltd. & UN/GEHIRN XXX-XX-20XX to XXX-XX-20XX. Three months.
Administrator: Maintenance/Systems Analysis Depts. NERV (non-MAGI systems). XXX-XX-20XX to XXX-XX-20XX (3 I Day).
Now part of joint team MAGI Systems Research/Maintenance. XXX-XX-20XX to present.
Interviewer: R. Edward Serling P.H.D., Maj. U.S.A.R.
Contents as follows:
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ATTENTION
THIRD IMPACT GROUND ZERO EYEWITNESS/SURVIVOR DEBRIEFING/INTERVIEW IN PROGRESS
NO ENTRY TO UNAUTHORIZED PERSONNEL
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Intro and preliminaries over, the major looked at the tiny figure sitting opposite him across the table. In spite of her record she did not at the moment, exude the confidence and professionalism one would expect from a leading scientist/engineer. At least in normal times. The AFTERMATH left far too many of the returnees, himself included, in a less than stable frame of mind. Some more so.
Nervous, with a look of apprehension, at times visibly trembing. Yet ... Appearances belied the true character of the person seated. The Japanese government allowed one of their top brains to be interviewed by him and according to the dossier as well as other sources, she was practically a national asset.
Though long since out of college, with an already impressive professional record, she was still quite young. Though in her mid twenties, she yet had much of the "little girl" about her, even still putting her hair in pigtails. The sharp contrast of the lab coat only emphasized her seeming vulnerability. Such was the plight of the premature genius.
Noticing her eyes wander to the pack of cigarettes on the table, he asked, "care for one?"
"Uh ... no," answering in perfect, accentless English. "I thought of taking it up but ... A habit like that wouldn't help. Not ... this ..."
The voice trailed off.
"If you want to post-pone, we can set it for later this week."
"No ... no ... I'd rather get this done now. Putting it off won't help ... Best to get it out of the way. I've been through this before ... just ... hard to do. No ... I'm as ready when you are ... ready as I'll ever be ...
The interviewer glanced at the sound booth to his right, getting the technicians' OK. The stenotype operator to the left at his machine, also nodding. Two others present, a Japanese Nat. Fed plainclothes leaned with his back in a near corner, arms folded, watching intently and a matronly nurse a couple chairs away, looking on.
Questionaire sheets in one hand he started to scrawl on the legal pad with the other and proceeded.
"What was the general mood at Tokyo 3 NERV before the JSSDF moved on the facility?"
"Relief but tense."
The officer noted a slight lessening of anxiousness in the subject. The start of the interview seemed a needed hurdle to have been jumped.
"Tense ... as in-"
"Everyone was so relieved ... glad. The 'war' was over. No more 'angels'. The enemy was gone." Her tension lessened even more. "At the same time we were going to be, as they say ... out of a job. Rumors were coming from all directions about disbanding NERV, keeping parts of it going, incorporating it into the armed forces/government ... things like that. We had no ... idea ... our own military was coming after us."
"Plans for the future?
"I intended to stay with NERV in some capacity in whatever form it would take after. If totally broken up I was going to try to grab up and take as many people with me to my familys' company."
"Mihama Tech Industries?"
"Yes. Too much talent I didn't want to see wasted."
"What was your position at NERV during this time?"
"I was adminsitrative head of the Maintenance/Systems Analysis Dept. They also had me working with Aquisitions and Communications."
"Anything to do with the MAGI system?"
"No. What we were involved with was organisation/maintenance of all non MAGI systems/communications. IT, LAN, satellite, data, admin, payroll, book keeping, inventory and the like. I was there partly because much of the related technology & software was supplied/designed by my familys' company & affiliates."
"Any interaction with Ritsuko Akagi?"
"Mostly as was needed on a professional basis. While our support was useful to her, the MAGI systems were worlds apart in configuration, makeup and purpose. My department had no access other than what was needed.
"I met with her not only as much as my duties allowed, but also socially, which wasn't that much. She was a heavy workaholic so it was only her very rare breaks, lunch and required social functions I could catch her at."
"Try to pick her brains?"
"Tried ... and that's about it. She was usually tight lipped and even more so toward the end."
"Any inkling of contact after Third Impact?"
"None. Considering what everyone experienced and the trial she would probably face, I don't think we'll ever see her again." The professors' face darkened. "Just as well ..."
"As for what you ... we ... went through, we'll get to that shortly."
"All right." Eyes widened slightly.
The Interviewer went on.
"Any interaction with General (then Major) Katsuragi?"
"Then, about as much as with Dr. Akagi. Now ... lots. Of course I can only speak in broad terms about our present working relationship."
"Of course."
"She's ... a lot more outgoing than Akagi ever was. Has to be considering she's taken over Gendo Ikaris' position."
"About Ikari ... did he-"
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| "THAT BASTARD CAN STAY IN THAT HELL/NIRVANA HE TRIED TO PUT EVERYONE ELSE IN!" |
"THAT BASTARD CAN STAY IN THAT HELL/NIRVANA HE TRIED TO PUT EVERYONE ELSE IN!"
All in the room stiffened at the sudden outburst, soundman in the booth ripping off his headphones.
All looked at the now not so small figure, hands gripping the table.
"The less said of him ... the better ... ," she spat through clenched teeth. "If he EVER comes back, I hope they ...
"Sorry." Tension drained, the hands relaxed.
"That's quite all right," the major replied. "We all know EXACTLY how you feel."
"Yeah ... " wry chuckle. "I guess you would ... I ... We all ... had a taste of Heaven ... or hell ... The most wonderful yet saddest, messed up experience I ... I ...
"It's OK," the interviewer again reassured. "We've all been through it."
"I'm never going to forget ... ever."
Glancing at the list, the major decided on a new tack.
"What is your present position at NERV?"
"I'm now part of the joint team managing/studying the MAGI supercomputers and related technologies. I'm not at liberty to say much but give the devils their due, the Akagis were nothing short of brilliant beyond belief! ... I've said too much already."
"The Eva pilots?"
"Saw them mostly at a distance. Passing in the halls, things like that. Shinji's the only Ikari I have any sympathy for ... I mean ... ALL THREE of those kids were messed up badly even before they arrived at Tokyo 3. And that father of his ... ," The small face darkened again. "We're only just beginning to decrypt his journals. From what I gather, he ... probably had less regard for his son as he did for humanity in general ... Using him like that. Using everyone ... ALL of us ..."
"We should-"
"It's ... OK ... OK. I'm fine ... ," waving him off. "I DO feel sorry for Shinji. I recently recieved an invitation to his & Asukas' wedding. From what little I've seen of them I can't think of a more unlikely pair."
"About Ayanami."
The professor paused while those about tensed as they inwardly glanced at their own experiences with the pale harbinger.
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"From examination of what info we've collected, she was in a situation WAY beyond her control. As much as I feel sorry about her ... I ... I still get the chills when I think about her. She was ... after all ... the catalyst for Third Impact.
"Damn ... Gendo ... Clones ... of his own wife ... can you believe it? HIS OWN WIFE!" Mihamas' hands waved in emphasis. "There are indications that Yui Ikari not only went along with this insane instrumentality scheme but may have actually thought it up herself."
"Any thoughts on their motives?"
"The idea of attaining Heaven ... without God ... or a heaven of sorts. And that SEELE bunch latching on and going with it, backing it to the hilt ... insane ... No other word to describe it."
"Let's talk about your experience."
"Ye ee ssss?" The professors' eyes widened.
"Describe-"
"As in ...?"
"How about starting with the initial assault."
Looking down at the table, the professor paused a few moments.
"I was in the main admin offices when the attack hit. We just couldn't ... believe it! Our own military attacking us! It was only much later after everything ... EVERY ONE! ... came apart ... then back together. Well ... some of us ...
"All we knew was ... as you Americans say ... 'all hell broke loose'. They had orders to kill ... every one of us ... wether we were armed of not! I now understand why. They were as much pawns in that sick game as we were. But then ... it was total betrayal!
"My fellow countrymen gunning us down ... like diseased animals ... mass murder! Most of us didn't have weapons. We were scientists ... academics ... technicians ... paper pushers ... we ..."
"Your actual transcendance/instrumentality-"
Not heeding the major, she went on, eyes intense.
"Bullets hitting everywhere, I grabbed a letter opener ... crawled under a table. Things happening so fast ... Couldn't think straight ... thoughts were a confused jumble. I could only think of what little I could do with a letter opener against a heavily armed man. I prayed for it to stop ... go away. I wanted to curl up in a ball, shut my eyes tight and wish it gone. I was ... so ..... DAMNED ... scared.
"It wasn't like an Eva unit fighting it out some distance away. It was right there about to kill me! Me ...
"I prayed and prayed for it to stop ..."
Resigned to letting Mihama finish, the major urged, "And ... "
"I don't know how long it lasted. Seemed minutes & hours at the same time. It was then ... it did stop."
"Go on ... "
The professor took in a deep breath.
"The shooting subsided momentarily. I thought the slaughter was over ... it was ... But not the way I ... or anyone else ... wanted.
"So if-"
"What happened next was ... TOTAL ... BIZARRE ... MADNESS!"
Shaking, the tiny figure, eyes wide, looked straight into the interrogators'. The intensity wild and voltaic.
"Ever hear a MAN scream when he's scared? When he's really frightened of something? When it's something so totally out of control and he can't comprehend what it is let alone cope with at all?
"Sounds just like a womans'. Maybe a slightly lower pitch but just like a womans' scream. No manly type of yell ... an unnatural keening wail ... smashing your eardrums to jagged shards ... A rending tear into the soul. That's what men sound like under ABSOLUTE terror.
"Other sounds too," she added while shaking her head with blinking eyes. "Laughter(?). Cries ... of delight! The kind you hear little children make at Christmas and birthday parties. Squeals ... singing ... hysterical babbling. Some shooting ... some ...
"Are you all right? Can we get you anything?"
"No ... no ..... It's OK! ... ." She shakily reached for the bottle in front of her. "This ... water's fine."
"If you can't go on, we can stop and pick up on this later."
"It's all right." She gulped the water down. " ... I'm OK. Let's ... finish this ..."
"Very well."
Shaking subsiding, she continued.
"More sounds. People shouting ... screaming things ... things like names of loved ones & such ... like ... 'You're not her!', 'NO!', 'But you're dead!', 'It can't be!' ... 'Stay away!'. 'Oh my God!' ... 'I love you!' (?) ... that kind of thing.
"I chanced a look from under the table ... her ...
The major stiffened, anticipating what the professor would mention next. "Her?"
"The Ayanami girl."
Stillness again descended on the room. All eyes on Professor Mihama again staring down at the table, a look of calm dread on her face. The major, policeman, nurse, steno, engineers, all having their own psychic depths dredged within.
"Yes ... ," the military man thought aloud, heaviness in chest. "The Ayanami girl-"
"She ... She just ... STOOD there ... With that impassive, expressionless look she always had about her. No regard for the chaos all around. Seemed not to notice at all ... Like she couldn't tell the difference from everyday or the hell we were in the middle of at that moment.
"I motioned for her to get under the table with me, then looked around to see if anyone else was close. It was then I realized ... she had been standing a couple feet ... off the floor! Floating! ... hovering! ...
"Oh yes ... ," sweat on the officers' face forming.
"I turned back quickly and ... there ... HE was ... "
The military man cocked his head to the side in puzzlement. "There WHO was?"
"Mr. Tadakichi!"
"Mr. ... Tadakichi?"
"He was a dog I had as a child," she explained. "A Great Pyranees. Mom and Dad got him for me when I was five. He was a constant companion. Went with me to America when I attended Pacific Tech. Died ... a year after I graduated. I cried for months after ... I've always missed him ..."
"But it wasn't-"
"No ... ," a look of resigned sadness crossed the subjects' face. "He wasn't ... It wasn't ... him."
"But you-"
"I wasn't thinking straight. Between being frightened & all the confusion ... I completely forgot myself. I was just so ... glad ... HAPPY ... to see him! I knew he was dead but I just wanted to hold on to him and hang on ... couldn't help myself.
"So I grabbed ahold of him tight & close. So ... happy ... Not for the longest time had I ever been so happy! Fear ... noise ... confusion. Death all around ... Didn't matter. I was just so WANTING to have him back ... wasn't thinking ... at all. ... then ...
"Yes?" All in the room asked from within though it was the major actually uttering it.
"I felt suddenly ... disembodied ... uh ... separated ... from ... yet feeling ... EVERYTHING! ... The ... rush of ... wind ... around ... through me. Traveling at incredible speed ... upward ... Upward to a vast spherical black mass of energy. I and thousands ... MILLIONS ... of others. Swarming in ... around ... through this mass and into the hands holding it, of a form of a colossal humanoid female entity ...
"Go on ... ," the major himself gripping the table in his own recall.
"Once entering this ... anomaly ... I was surrounded on all sides. Above and below, by ... vast multitudes of ... people ... floating ... swirling about me. Incredible speeds attained as we all swarmed about one another.
"Millions ... MILLIONS ... of voices laughing, singing ... of ... release ... joy ... Happiness beyond measure. In spite of it ... that chaos and noise ... It felt ... was ... peaceful ... Restful at the same time.
"I didn't feel it in just me but in everyone else. I was not only me ... but ... EVERYBODY! I knew everyone ... and everyone ... knew me. Every name, detail, thought ... emotion of everyone ... all ... at ... once! The very same time!
"At that instant we were all one person. One ... single ... thinking ... breathing ... individual.
"It was then everything changed around me and ... and I saw ... them ..."
"Who?"
"Two friends ... as they were from long ago ... high school. Yomi Mizuhara and ... Osaka!"
"Osaka?" Asked the major. His puzzlement helped quell the ingrained apprehensions from his own experience.
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"Osaka is what we all called her as that's where she's from," the professor explained. "Her actual name was Ayumu Kasuga. A wonderfully strange kid. Looked at everything from angles no one else thought possible. We all thought the world of her. I ... still do ... all of them.
"We all kept in touch after graduation. Yomi became a nurse & dietician while Osaka became a teacher and later an author of childrens' books. The others were ..."
"It seems a lot of care giving and artistic types never returned."
"Never ... re ... turnnnn ... Oh! ... Dear God ... oh ... God I-
"THAT GOD DAMN ... IKARI!" Professor Mihama bolted up standing, fists clenched. Both plainclothes and nurse quickly sidling up.
"That BASTARD turned the whole f-----g universe upside down! ... shook it up ... and ... and dumped it out! Killed billions! If not killed ... what!? Trying to unify humanity into a single gestalt being? An ... oversoul? WHAT THE HELL ... WAS ... HE ... THINKING!? Doing everybody a big favor? MY GOD! Where does someone like that get off doing what he did! Where does ANYONE ... with something like that!? What kind of sick demons were rattling around in that bent skull!? Next evolutionary step? What the ... HELL ... does THAT mean!?
"We thought we were defending humanity. SAVING THE WOOOORLD! Fighting the big bad aliens ... keeping them from wiping us all out.
"And all this time ... it was nothing more than a sick little game between a bunch of super rich would be 'saviors' and a ... " she muttered unintelligably in an effort to down profanity. " ... twisted mind. With us, the 'angels' , and everyone else in the middle as expendable playing pieces. Ikaris' son included. His own son! I ... I ...
"I never thought it possible ... that there could be such a creature ... as a ... a ... a homicidal humanitarian!"
"If you want, we can-"
"NO! ... No! ... ," she replied, sitting down hard. "I'm ... finishing this ..."
"Yes but-"
"BUT ... NOTHING! ... but ... ," the professor calmed slightly. "I ... I ... I'm sorry ..."
"No ... don't be."
"But I am! I've never been sorrier since that day. I ... will ... never ... EVER! ... be the same."
"It's doubtful anyone will."
"I ... I know there's a hell. You ... me ... ," She gave a quick look around at the others. "We ... we all got hit with more than a look at Heaven, albeit a false one... so I KNOW there's a hell. As real as anything. And it's my dearest hope that Gendo Ikari, Ritsuko Akagi, Keele Lorenz ... and the rest of that SEELE bunch ... BURN! What they did was beyond unforgivable!"
"Your friends ... the two you had seen. Did they-"
"We were so happy to see one another. We were there ... in high school ... uniforms & all. I was 10 again! Walking the halls, my dog trotting with us. I expected Sakaki, Kagura, Tomo, Kaorin & Chihiro to show up at any moment!"
"Other friends of yours?"
"Yes ... ones who came back ... Thank God! On talking with them later, I learned they had similar experiences. Yomi and Osaka were trying to get us all back together! My guess is ... one convinced the other ... and they went looking for the rest of us."
"So they-"
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| "They were on either side of me. Telling me how great it would be ... how it could be like this forever ... " |
"They were on either side of me. Telling me how great it would be ... how it could be like this forever. Reliving our good times when we were young and then some! It wouldn't have to end ... just go on and on non-stop. Even getting around to things we didn't try 'cause we were having too much fun doing what we were doing already.
"I wanted it ... so much ... but ...
"Couldn't ...
"Why?" The major asked himself as much as she.
"Didn't feel right. I wanted it ... not right. It was ... WAY ... beyond wonderful ... but ... not right."
"Right as in ..."
"Total, flawless fun & happiness? With no effort or chance of unfulfillment? No possibility of failure, loss or price? No ... challenge?
"I remember our good times but we had struggles too. Our conflicts ... bad times. Those were what made the good worth it. What good is doing your best when even your worst still makes you come off a winner?
"I don't think I said it right ..."
"I think I get what you mean. So ... "
"I ... had to leave. I had responsibilities. Even if in that dreamworld I was physically that little girl from long ago, mentally ... I could 'never go home again'. I'm different now than what I was then or even ten minutes ago.
"Couldn't stay ...
"... really nothing there for me ...
"I chose to come back."
"How did you know how to return?"
"I didn't KNOW how." Pausing with some exasperation. "I just knew I could and did. I know it's not an adequate explanation. As a scientist I have a responsibility to explain such seeming illogic but I can't."
"So you returned-"
"Yomi, Osaka and even Mr. Tadakichi did what they could to dissuade me but I had to go. It broke my heart to leave ... still ... does," she choked down a sob, pausing. "... But there was no way I could stay. Since then there have been times I wish I did ...
"God help me! At times, I want to go back! I'm scared if the opportunity ever came again I'd just might jump at it! ... And take the others ... ALL OF THEM ... with me! ... God forgive me ... I ...
Mihama, holding her head with one hand, other grasping the water glass, gave a long pause in an effort not to break down, nurse now sitting right next to her.
"I tried ... telling them ... of the real Heaven and the real way to get there as I have in the past but they'd have none of it. I wished them well. Wherever they are ... I hope they're ... happy ...
"I'll NEVER see them ... again ..."
The interviewer waited a moment before urging. "About your return."
His prompt seemed to snap her out of it.
"Next thing I know, I'm back under the table. Stark naked! Got my clothes on fast as I could but still stayed hidden til ... for hours it seemed.
"There was still some shooting ... Most of the combatants were either traumatized to incapacity or just in no mood to fight. A good number of our own security unit rallied. Many of our former attackers took off. Several military units not under SEELE influence were based near Tokyo 3 and not involved in the initial fighting. They managed to pull themselves together and impose a cease fire in the area.
"People who died in the initial assault came back without even a scratch. Others who went unhurt were never seen again. The first shall be last ... the last shall be first ...
"For a while it was pandemonium ... chaos the world over. It was over a week before regular communications were restored. As soon as I could, I tried to get in touch with everyone I knew. Except for a few, I found most still with us ... Yomi and Osaka weren't among them ...
"I first contacted a friend in the Nat. Fed. Police, Tomo Takino. She was way ahead of me. She had already pulled some strings and had investigations going on top of the inevitable flood of missing persons cases."
"This the Tomo you mentioned before?
"Yes. She entered the law enforcement academy while still in college. She's now a liason between the police and ICPO (Interpol).
"I hoped it was only a bad dream somehow and they'd still be found. There hasn't been a trace ... Tomo's still searching. She and Yomi were close ... and Osaka ... those two ... Oh dear God! ..."
"Real Heaven and the real way ... ," the major mused. "It says in your dossier you're a convert to Christianity. Has it helped you cope in any way?"
"Yes. I accepted Jesus Christ as savior and ruler of my life my second year at Pacific Tech ... He ... He's now also the keeper of my sanity. I ... I ... I know I haven't been giving a good behavioral example of what a Christian should be in this interview."
"Quite understandable. Third Impact's taken a HUGE toll on most. We've seen clergymen break down & vent in some interviews like you wouldn't believe. Swearing like sailors! Not to mention the devout in other religions & belief systems.
"You are NOT alone."
"Not ... alone ... " Professor Mihama, face in hands, broke down. "Osaka? ... Yomi? ... "OH MY GOD! ... Oh ... sweet ... Jesus! ... OH DEAR GOD! ... nooooooo ..."
***
As the plainclothes and nurse escorted the scientist out, the major looked about.
His typing done, the steno, left hand to face and breathing deeply, stared at the floor, mopping at his face with a handkerchief. In the booth, the video tech, arms folded and looking down, stood in a corner, softly crying. The sound man, excriutiatingly stern faced and unblinking, gazed at his panel.
As with the rest of the now less than three billion on Earth, they had their own stories, their own beyond deep, post Third Impact regrets and anguish.
***
Back in his hotel room, the officer lay on the bed, hands behind head and stared at the ceiling. The several months of this assignment, though weighing heavily, was something of a catharsis. One emotions filled interview after another had made him seemingly immune to venting his own. The tears of others helped keep his own to a minimum and he was glad of it. Now was one of the few times he allowed for it.
For the first in a long time, the tears flowed freely ...
END
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I left some dates Xed in the "dossier" section as to leave room for "expansion" if the Evangelion "rebuild" movies allow for it. Otherwise this relates to the TV series & End of Evangelion.
"Pacific Tech" is a fictional university depicted in George Pals' classic movie War of the Worlds (Paramount Pictures 1953). "Clayton Forrester" (Played by Gene Barry.) is the films' main protagonist.
Storyline (only) copyright © 12-6-2013 C V Ford
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